Vacation is Over

Vacation is officially over!!! Today school was back in session and of course I start my classes back today. Waking up this morning I could tell today would be a horrible morning/day. If you know me at all the one thing you know is I am not a morning person. I decided to wake up 30 minutes early for Mr. Z and I to have more time to get around before he got on the bus....and boy did HE need it. It took him a whole hour to eat and get dressed, but that wasn't the challenge of the morning with him. When the bus arrived at the bus stop he refused to get out of the truck he kick, screamed, and cried. I felt bad forcing him to get out and go to school. I walked him to the bus door and I put him on the bus physically with the bus drivers help. Seeing the bus drive off knowing he was crying broke my heart, but I kept on telling myself that it is just Z. Over the Christmas Break he has gotten attached to me more than ever it seems. Yesterday he stood outside the bathroom door while I went to the bathroom, seriously??? He is a HUGE momma's boy and I have to get him us to going back to school and being away from me once again.

I must say though after I was home alone, I got so much done. I even shocked myself, lol. I feel so much better since I have been exercising everyday and focusing on my needs. I have been taking the time to relax and the number one thing is I am not stressing. I keep telling myself that there is nothing really to stress over. What done is done and we cannot change that and also why stress over something that has not happen yet. I feel like everyone will be in a better mood if there was no stress involved.

I'm Back

In the year 2011 I did not make one single blog post. I am glad I didn't because I do not want to look back on 2011 at all, yes it was that awful. After reading my friends Vicki's blog and catching up on her blog, I have decided to add blogging to my goals this year. I have set very high standards for myself this year that I am going to follow through with all the goals I have set, plus I am sure many more are to come. I have decided 2012 is going to be my year, no matter on what happens I am going to try to make is a distressful year for myself. I believe starting back up on my blog will help me achieve this because I can get my thoughts out there and written down and leave them on the blog and not carry them around with me. I hope everyone has a great year this year!!!!